| footprints in the snow seem like candy |
[Jan. 11th, 2005|03:49 pm] |
| [ | How I be.. |
| | tired | ] | So long time no update..heh..not like anyone actually reads this shit..but just in case i figured..hey..why not update this shit...things have been good...Job is good...i'm his only assitant out of like 5 assistants to make it past two months..so i guess that is good...christmas was okay...went to the spa and now i'm addicted...my birthday was great...me and shawn stayed at the Hampton..just us..New Years Eve..and it was all about me and my birthday..it was the best..jacuzzi next to the bed..what more could you ask for..have to find a second job though..need a new car..and a house..but life is good..and seriously..if anyone wants their hair done..colored..cut..whatever...let me know...cuz i can hook you up...:)...alright...have to finish laundry..peace out.. |
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| Who needs one? |
[Oct. 22nd, 2004|02:48 pm] |
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ATTENTION!!!!!!!!!!
I need people to be hair models...you get half off...so instead of 40 for a womans haircut it's only going to be 20...or instead of 50 for color or highlights it will only be 25...for guys instead of 20 it would be like 10...I have to show what I can do..and what I have been learning..so if you want some sweet ass hair..for a good price..let me know..I work at Dye Salon..and don't be scared...i will be supervised..:) |
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| You have until Monday... |
[Oct. 16th, 2004|10:34 pm] |
Okay..I will tell you a story..and you have until Monday at 12 noon to find out what your responses mean...
There is this woman..and she is at her mothers funeral..and she sees the man of her dreams..and instantly falls in love with him..she never talks to him..the next week..she kills her sister..so question..Why did she kill her sister? |
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| heck yes |
[Oct. 8th, 2004|05:55 pm] |
| [ | How I be.. |
| | ecstatic | ] | let me just say that my job RULES!! it is the coolest..funnest place to work..everyone should pray for a boss like mine..it is the shit..!!! and I am gunna be awesome in like 6 months because of it! oh yeah!!! well i'm out...i'm a busy lady now!! WOO WOO! |
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| HOLY SHIT FUCKERS!!!!!!! |
[Oct. 5th, 2004|06:47 pm] |
| [ | How I be.. |
| | excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | crazy kids yellin | ] | I...Ms. Debra...got a job!!! AT A SALON!! AS AN ASSISTANT..IT IS THE CUTEST SALON EVER..It's called DYE..and it's fricken AHHHHHHH....i start thursday...the guy there is so laid back and not professional..it rocks! And I can look how I wanna look and it's sweet..AHHHHH AHHHH..first actual job ever!!! I kick so much ass! |
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[Oct. 4th, 2004|11:35 pm] |
| [ | How I be.. |
| | numb | ] | eyes swollen...
shattered heart...
todays the day my life fell apart... |
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| no |
[Oct. 4th, 2004|12:53 am] |
| [ | How I be.. |
| | indescribable | ] | it hurts.
what?
life... |
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| I ganked this shit from Les |
[Oct. 3rd, 2004|01:43 pm] |
| [ | How I be.. |
| | aggravated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Korn (I know..so old school) | ] |
01. I miss somebody right now. 02. I don't watch much TV these days. 03. I love olives. 04. I love sleeping. 05. I own lots of books. 06. I wear glasses or contact lenses. 07. I love to play video games. 08. I've tried marijuana. 09. I've watched porn movies. 10. I have been in a threesome. 11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. 12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy. 13. I have acne free skin. 14. I like and respect Al Sharpton. 15. I curse frequently. 16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. 17. I have a hobby. 18. I've been told I have a nice butt. 19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. 20. I'm really, really smart. 21. I've never broken someone's bones. 22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. 23. I hate the rain. 24. I'm paranoid at times. 25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar free. 26. I need money right now. 27. I love Sushi. 28. I talk really, really fast. 29. I have fresh breath in the morning. 30. I have semi-long hair. 31. I have lost money in Las Vegas. 32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister. 33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S. 34. I shave my legs. 35. I have a twin. 36. I have worn fake hair/nails/eyelashes in the past. 37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. 38. I like the way that I look. 39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months. 40. I know how to do cornrows. 41. I am usually pessimistic. 42. I have mood swings. 43. I think prostitution should be legalized. 44. I think Britney Spears is hot. 45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past. 46. I have a hidden talent. 47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. 48. I think that I'm popular. 49. I am currently single. 50. I have kissed someone of the same sex. 51. I enjoy talking on the phone. 52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. 53. I love to shop. 54. I would rather shop than eat. 55. I would classify myself as ghetto. 56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders. 57. I'm obsessed with my LJ. 58. I don't hate anyone. 59. I'm a pretty good dancer. 60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington. 61. I'm embarrassed to be seen with my mother. 62. I have a cell phone. 64. I watch MTV on a daily basis. 65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. 66. I love drama. 67. I have never been in a real relationship before. 68. I've rejected someone before. 69. I currently have a crush on someone. 70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. 71. I want to have children in the future. 72. I have changed a diaper before. 73. I've had the cops called on me or a place I was at before. 74. I bite my nails. 75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.(i wish..he's hot) 76. I'm not allergic to anything. 77. I have a lot to learn. 78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger. 79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie. 80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes. 81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message. 82. I have at least 5 away messages saved. 83. I shop at Old Navy. 84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past. 85. I own the "South Park" movie. 86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on Xanga or Livejournal. 87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum. 88. I enjoy some country music. 89. I love my best friends. 90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. 91. I watch soap operas. 92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist. 93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career. 94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. (he is my dad) 95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story". 96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. (an people wanna dress up like me) 97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. 98. I have dated a close friend's ex. 99. I call in sick to work when I am not really sick. 100. If I get a gift I don't like I will re-wrap and re-gift it. 101. I would confront a friend's significant other if I saw them cheating. 102. I am proud of myself. 103. I have kissed someone and regretted it later. 104. I park in handicapped parking if I'm only running in for a minute. 105. I believe being held is better than kissing. 106. I have seen every episode of "Friends." 107. I believe in love at first sight. 108. I believe to be successful you have to go to college. 109. I think love can conquer all. 110. I believe in divorce. 111. I prefer dogs over cats. 112. I think that oral sex does not count as sex. 113. I never want to be married. 114. I think I have had a hard life.(it could be worse..) 115. I have considered suicide. 116. I prefer summer to winter. 117. I am a morning person. 118. I want to raise a family in the place where I grew up. 119. I am more comfortable with my friends of the opposite sex. 120. I have hobbies that I am embarrased by. 121. I am a good singer. 122. I believe in waiting until marriage for sex. 123. I believe that drinking under the age of 21 is okay. 124. I could never kill anyone reguardless of what they have done. 125. I am in love. 126. I believe marajuana should be legalized.(I don't smoke it..but damn..tax that shit) 127. I believe men should open doors for women. 128. I think I know myself well. 129. I have friends that I would trust with my life. 130. I have been in a serious car accident. 131. I vote for the candidate- not the party.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 132. I believe men are superior to women. 133. I know someone with cancer. 134. I have friends who are openly homosexual. 135. I am the first person in my family to attend college. 136. I believe that your name influences your personality. 137. I would never marry someone who didn't like my family. 138. I am a vegetarian. 139. I believe I am more outspoken than most people. 140. I care more about others feelings than my own a majority of the time. 141. I do not condone assisted suicide for the terminally ill. 142. I believe in God. (my god) 143. My religious beliefs/religion deviate from those I was raised on. 144. I have traveled outside of the country I was born in. 145. I can't wait for this survey to end. 146. I do not need anymore shoes. 147. I think that you must have a significant other to feel complete. 148. I like Taco Bell. 149. I'm happy as of this moment. 150. I'm glad this is the end of the survey.
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| You said to.... |
[Oct. 2nd, 2004|05:57 pm] |
| [ | How I be.. |
| | giggly | ] |
| [ | music |
| | that 70's show | ] | So brieanne had posted this picture in her LJ of her and Tony hugging...with him saying.."I Love You" and her saying "I Love you TOo" So I..being the jokester that I am left a comment saying..."Aww..how cute..is that your dad" because he is like 28 and she is 19...because i got jokes yo...ANyway..she got all pissy and didn't think it was funny and thought she caught me because i left it anonymous because i wasn't logged in..but shiiit i'm debra..i don't care what i say and if you know...so i explained to her that i just wasn't logged in and that it was a very hilarious joke..and she said to leave the jokes in my LJ because she doesn't want to have to delete 'unwanted' notes from hers...So there it is...for the world to see.. |
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| If my mom was a dolphin i'd live in the water |
[Sep. 27th, 2004|06:23 pm] |
My pussy is now squeeky clean...yep..cleaned my pussy up just right...
So I gave my cat a bath yesterday after me and Shawn clipped her nails..she had never had her nails clipped so that was quite an experience..especially if you know my cat..she's quite the weird bitch..then she stunk real bad..if you have a cat you know what i'm talking about that nasty weird..vagina/B.O./ASS smell they give off when they get upset..so i gave her a bath..she isn't that bad in the bath tub as i figured she would be..and now she is all shiny and pretty..
Job Huntin tomorrow..waking up early...7 AM..gunna start looking around 10..after i go rent the spotless mind movie...it comes out tomorrow...then i'm off to find a job...then i have to come home at 3..eat some food..go to Art Boosters..then at 6 come hom..wait for kim..then comedy castle..then come home and watch that movie...busy busy...fun fun fun...
I have to find a job by the middle of october...it's like my goal..i figured if i can't find a salon job by next week..then off to the malls i go...just as long as i can get some money in...
need money...need to get oil changed...need a new pair of shoes...need a hair cut(for all you Virginia Farrell Girls who will cut my hair(Anissa))..need a house...need a life...need a puppy..
yeah..i want a puppy..that i can dress up and put in a purse...for those who know me...you probably think i'm being funny..but i'm serious..yes..it's pathetic i know..BUT HOW CUTE WOULD A LIL' GOTHIC POODLE BE..or a Cute lil' juggalo puppy..and on that note..i'm out |
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| fuckin shit |
[Sep. 21st, 2004|11:03 pm] |
my eye keeps twitching....
there is too much crazy shit right now for me to even attempt to update....
long story short...i need money
moving out soon....
life is crazy...
and my eye is twitching |
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| For the love of soup in a bread bowl |
[Sep. 13th, 2004|07:22 pm] |
| [ | How I be.. |
| | dorky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Seinfield | ] | So haven't been here in a while...been busy..but not..I have actually not been home very much lately..if any of you can believe that..lets see...Last week I went with Shawn to Maryland to visit his friend Jon from the Army and his wife Tonya..that was pretty interesting..I had more fun than i expected..and I actually slept at someones house that I didn't know..and felt comfortable..so I think i'm over that whole thing..or I was just extremely tired..they have the cutest son..totally adorable..he is going to be such a awesome little person..and they have these amazing cats..they are Half bob cat half house cat...they rule so much..then we had to go to Vermont and pick up this chair he won on EBAY..it was nice spending the 4 days with him like that..just us..even though we were around people..it was like it was just us..it showed me a lot..we didn't fight once..which is like a record..heh..then when i got back..the next day i go to get in my car and the door is unlocked..and my dumb ass doesn't even think about it..and i look and my steering column is all fucked..someone tried to steal my car..i couldn't even start it..because they messed it up so bad..so now i don't have a car..because my dad came and got it..to fix the steering column..and come to find out..my motor is all messed up because a motor mount (??) is busted so it's making the motor jump or something..but it's worse than that I guess so I am not going to have my car for like this whole week...i rarely ever drive..but still..i hate the feeling of being stuck here..especially during the day..its going to be a couple hundred dollars to fix my stupid car...i feel kinda bad cuz next week i have to go to the dentist again..so there is more money out of his pocket..i was going to go try and find a stupid job this week..but i'm not taking the bus...considering the fact that i don't have 1.50 to blow on a damn bus pass..ANYWAY..went to the ren. festival yesterday with Shawn...he had never been..we got in for free..cuz this man was throwing complimentary passes on the ground..so that kicks ass..and I got my bread bowl..so YAY! then we went to dinner and then to James' to watch Wrastlin..I really haven't been up to anything new though...just passing the time until i can work...fuck this shit man..i need some money..i want to be in my own place by at least the end of january..i feel so useless..oh well..i have to change my shirt..so peace |
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| FUCK THIS STATE..I'm leaving |
[Sep. 1st, 2004|03:27 pm] |
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Who is going to Vermont and Maryland this weekend?? Oh yeah..that's me!! See you later michigan WHORES! |
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| HELL'S PIT |
[Aug. 31st, 2004|12:01 pm] |
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IT'S MOTHER FUCKING ICP DAY MOTHER FACKOS!!! HELL'S PIT DAY TO BE EXACT..TOO BAD I BOUGHT THE CD YESTERDAY AND ALREADY LISTENED TO IT AND IT KICKS ASS..AND I ALREADY WATCHED THE BONUS 3-D MOVIE THAT CAME WITH IT..SO EVERYONE GO BUY IT..CUZ IT'S ABOUT ALL THE PIECES OF SHIT WHO FUCKING DIS US FOR LOVING THE CARNIVAL FLAVA!!!BECAUSE YOU WILL BE JUDGED..WHORES |
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| I hate cheetos |
[Aug. 29th, 2004|02:28 pm] |
| [ | How I be.. |
| | gloomy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | screaming children | ] | Why is it that no one ever questioned She-ra and He-man being half brother and sister? We can't even turn on Tv anymore without someone complaining about someone offending someone about something somewhere..but in the 80's..no one really thought about it...I turned out okay and I was watching She-ra and He-man with their slutty parents..and no one ever questioned it..now parents don't even want their kids watching Sesame Street because their is a puppet with AIDS..but when I was little i was watching Married with Children and Blossom and Life Goes On and all those "adult" shows..the only reason people are so effected by things now is because they shelter children so much..so when they do see a vagina for the first time they freak out and go nuts..and don't even get me started on "THE TALK" you tell your kids sex is bad sex is bad..they are going to want to go have sex..but if you explain to them what sex is..and how to be in a loving relationship and set examples of this at home..then there shouldn't be a problem..yeah..i was slutty..cuz my dad didn't hug me enough..but i think if i was brought up by just my mom..because she had so much love to give..i would have turned out different..don't be scared of divorce..because if you stay..you are going to fuck the kid up worse..there is less crime in europe and people barely even have guns and they see tits and ass all the time from the day they are born..so go figure...ANYWAY..Just had to rant for a second..because some people just piss me off with the way they raise their kids..today is another shitty day..and all i wanna do is sleep..that seems to be all i have been doing..i don't feel like really doing much..i think it's this whole job situation..the fact that i can't get one...i'm just stressed the fuck out..and i feel like i drowning..everyone keeps saying..oh you will hear from them soon..it's no big deal..well..it is a big deal..because i'm the one with no money and i want to start my damn life now and i can't because of this..it's not like i can walk into target and get a job..they would take one look at me and run away screaming..oh well..fuck it..i am destined to be white trash anyway..so why not surrender now.. |
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| its 6:38 and i'm doing this shit? |
[Aug. 28th, 2004|06:37 am] |
1) Using band names, spell out your first name:
Dark Lotus Esham Blaze Ya Dead Homie Run DMC Anybody Killa
2) Have you ever had a song written about you? Yes..By Mr. Scott Hanna 3) What song makes you cry? Cure Bloodflowers 4) What song makes you happy? Hydro 5) What do you like to listen to before bed? rain 6) Name a song. I don't care (it's really a song) 7) Who was/were your idol/s when you were younger? Punky Brewster, Madonna and Cyndi Lauper 8) First album you ever bought? Paula Abdule 9) Name a song that reminds you of someone and why "Bitch You's a Hoodrat..always tryin' to fuck..do it like a rat face down ass up" it reminds me of annissa..or "beautiful I just want you to know youre my favorite girl" reminds me of ana
a p p e a r a n c e HEIGHT: 5'8?? HAIR COLOR: Black SKIN COLOR: PALE and damn proud of it fuck the sun EYE COLOR: blue with green and specks of goldish PIERCINGS: 5 on each ear...1 inch plugs on each ear...each nostril..septum..3 bottom lip...2 monroes(thats top lip for those of you who don't know) TATTOOS: ICP chest piece...razor blades on my shoulder blades..god and goddess symbols on wrists..protection symbols on top of wrist and the start of my tarot sleeve on left arm
r i g h t n o w WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: maroon and tan plaid WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: nothing WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: apple WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: ENTIRELY TOO DAMN HOT. HOW ARE YOU? Tired...hot...and irretated
d o y o u GET MOTION SICKNESS?: yes HAVE A BAD HABIT?: got over most of them..all in my head now though GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: my momma LIKE TO DRIVE? : HATE IT
f a v o r i t e s TV SHOW: Buffy.. CONDITIONER: beer works good..but cholestorol makes a nice deep conditioner BOOK: days of war nights of love and anything based on a true story MAGAZINE: Teen Vogue always has fun stuff to use for collages NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Tension Tamer TEa ALCOHOLIC DRINK: no more for me THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: movies..sex BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPER: Twiztid
h a v e y o u BROKEN THE LAW: yes RAN AWAY FROM HOME: yes SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: nope EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: i don't know MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: ME??? NEVER EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: nope USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE:yes SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: I wrote the book on skipping school FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: yeah..i almost died too..i passed out in the shower BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: yes..i played a boy LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: yeah and she snotted all over my shirt
l o v e BOYFRIEND: yes GIRLFRIEND: one girl killed me for ever liking any other girls again SEXUALITY: I just go with the flow CHILDREN: HELL NO CURRENT CRUSH: I don't like orange pop BEEN IN LOVE?: am HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: yes BEEN HURT?: too many times YOUR GREATEST REGRET: not always standing up for what i believe in GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: the question should say.."HAD SEX WITH SOMEONE YOU JUST MET" so yes
r a n d o m DO YOU HAVE A JOB: nope YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: ICP..Twiztid..Mindless..Tori...and Joey Lawrence IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: I'd be one of those ones that is like 10 crayons put together WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: making people laugh so hard they shoot shit out they noses...and naked ladies WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: Shawn..but froney can always make me stop cryin WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: HELLS PIT..AUGUST 31st BITCHES
w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t TIME YOU CRIED?: really cried? like 3 weeks ago YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: i got a letter from those state board bitches..saying they fucked me in the ass MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: last night..Shaun of the Dead..KICKED SO MUCH ASS
y o u r t h o u g h t s o n ABORTION: DO IT TEENAGE SMOKING: SMOKING STINKS..YUCK SPICE GIRLS: Memories DREAMS: can only be torn to shreads |
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| just cuz i don't have license doesn't mean i can't operate |
[Aug. 24th, 2004|04:43 pm] |
| [ | How I be.. |
| | frustrated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 5 O'clock news bitches | ] | So a lot has happened..but not too much...last week was eventful..Wednesday was quite strange...NOT STRANGE IN A BAD WAY..but just strange..I went to Kim's 21st birthday party...it was just odd to be there...felt kind of out of place at first...I made the decision before hand that I was going to drink...for a couple of reasons..1..i just wanted to...2..i really wanted to see if i could handle it..and by that i mean..on my own..being there..just Debra..on my own drinking...I wanted to see if i could stop and just be done..and 3..i wanted to see if i had more fun..because it seems when i'm sober at these parties i just feel dumb..like i'm in some alternate universe than everyone else..I had fun..not more fun than i would have had sober..i mean..it was the same..i didn't over do it..i could handle it..there was no crying..no outbursts..no fighting..i was totally in control..i stopped after like a half a pint...with NO JELLO SHOTS..I'm damn proud of myself...:::Smiles:::and i still have some left..and i am not going to drink it..if you can believe that..me..has liqour left and didn't drink it the next day...I have liqour left from a PINT people..A PINT..Ms. I drink a fifth in 30 minutes..to me that's a huge step..I think when i stopped drinking before..i really didn't want to..I needed to..now I don't need to..but I don't want to drink..so its like a big step..some people were disapointed..but to be happy you can't always think about other people..i live my life trying to make certain people happy and sometimes forget to live...being by myself for those 2 weeks really opened my eyes..i think it opened some other peoples eyes too..which is good..so now we should all be on the same page...you can't live your life for someone else..because sooner or later you are going to be disapointed...but the partaaay was interesting..talked to some people i haven't talked to in like years...talked about elementary school which was insane because i haven't even thought about half of those people in like 10 years..it's crazy though..everyone is married and has babies and lives..and i haven't even started out..i don't even have a job and these people are taking care of little humans..it's nuts to think about...because when i look at myself i don't see someone who could be a mom..or a responsible adult...aah the A word..definetly don't think of myself as that..Shawn got home on Friday..YAAAAAAY!!! I was so excited..i waited around like all freakin day..and i figured if i were to leave he would get home..and so i went to big lots with my mom and he called...HAHA on him..i started like 4 hours before he got home..so now we are both in agony...it's been like 3 weeks..we barely wait 3 days..he bought me the sweetest shit ever...Mario Cart for N64...a Joey Lawrence cd(Whoa) and this sweet ALF tv tray from like 1986 or some crazy shit...i couldn't stop hugging the boy..it was crazy...missed him so much...I have never missed anyone that much before..completely ridiculous..saturday i didn't do much of anything had bitch cramps..sunday was alright..started off kind of rocky but ended good...played video games most of the day..watched shawn tattoo...played more video games..watched the dumbest movie ever..DO NOT RENT NATIONAL LAMPOONS DORM DAYS..IT'S THE WORST MOVIE...well not the worst..but close...I'll skip monday because there isn't much worth telling..today i was suppose to go job hunting..i really was going to go...but something is up with my battery in my car..and i know nothing about anything related to cars..so i just called like a thousand places..well more like 28...and they all said the same thing..either they aren't looking for an assitant or CALL BACK WHEN YOU HAVE YOUR LICENSE..CAN I HELP IT THAT STATE BOARD IS TAKING LIKE A THOUSAND YEARS TO SEND ME A STINKING PIECE OF PAPER TO LET ME KNOW MY FATE? I hate this so much...and now i am waiting for my mom to get home to look at my car and then i'm going to comedy castle tonight..oh well..i'm starving..time for some fake chicken! WOO |
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| Momma had a chicken..Momma had a cow..dad was proud and he didn't care how.. |
[Aug. 17th, 2004|10:03 pm] |
| [ | How I be.. |
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| | Kix Commercial | ] | That show ruled..How could they just take it away like week old trash? For those of you who aren't "in the know" I am refering to Cow and Chicken..one of the greatest cartoons everywhere...There was a couple..who had a chicken and a cow for kids..who could hate that? it's no ren and stimpy(and i am speaking of the OLD ren and stimpy...not this new bullshit where they are doing each other in a non funny way..)but what is...ANYWAY...I've been on this crazy kick for the past couple 5 days of cleaning..i totally cleaned both rooms up here..did like 4 loads of laundry(because i never do laundry..because i have enough clothes to last me at least 5 months without washing a damn thing)and I actually have a sock drawer now..and most of you know that I don't have clothes in my dresser..top drawers is like slut wear..panty hose..fish nets..sex toys..etc...etc...second drawer was anything i didn't have a spot for in my room and didn't feel like lugging in the basement..and the third drawer was filled with movies upon movies..upon movies..so yeah..today i completely cleaned everything out(well..not the top drawer..gotta keep that shit close!) and now I have a drawer for socks and a drawer for t-shirts/pj shorts..so YAY!! i really need to start looking for a job..but i haven't gotten my license yet..so i kind of want to wait..but i don't know with all this bullshit with it going on..it could take a while...i'm just kinda scared having to go basically door to door begging for work..but i feel like such a waste just sitting home..broke off my ass..contributing nothing...i hate feeling useless..but i keep saying..i'll go looking tomorrow..and then never do..friday i have another dentist appointment..another filling...hopefully we can discuss my two caps and wisdom teeth...i really need this wisdom tooth out..i haven't talked to my father in over two weeks..suprise suprise..but usually he calls to find out about the dentist since he's paying..but he hasn't called..which means i will have to call him twice..once to remind him of my appointment and then again to fricken tell him how much it was..i have been so dang tired lately and i don't know why..its really ridiculous..i think i am just emotionally exhausted..i put too much stress on myself for no reason at all...life really isn't as hard as i make it..i need a back rub..i've been really emotional the past couple of weeks..like if a sad commercial is on i get all teary eyed for no reason at all...i don't like it..thats not like me..fuckin ridiculous...HallowWicked is 35.00 this year..so i won't be going..again..I need a job...Hells pit comes out on the thirty first of this month..again..i need a job..shiiit my cat is hoppin on my shit..peace |
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